My dear Daisy

This will be done in english as Daisy had friends from all over the world.

Dear Daisy,

So our chapter has ended. We had almost 10 years together. We loved each other, played all the time, travelled everywhere, cried together and we were each others best friends. You have been with me in all of my biggest memories in life. I think everyone who ever met you are smiling and nodding their head when I say you were the coolest dog and friend ever! No one can feel what I feel right now and it hurts so much to not have you here. So much… Even though I know it happened in one of the best ways I still cant seem to cope. I can not understand that you are gone. I can still see you, smell you, feel you and sometimes I swear I hear you. Life goes on and I am a part of it, but just a part right now. I feel nothing but pain and I see no joy without you. I dont understand how I am suppose to be ok again. I know you had a great life, but I wanted you to have more. Even though it happened quick I knew it was time for you to leave, but I still have doubts. I know I should treasure memories but I wanted to make another one. I just want one more hug…

I feel this is all a dream, but I  just cant seem to wake up…

There are people all around the world crying tears for you right now Daisy, one of them is Julie and she just sent me this poem, that I promise I will try to live by:

A POEM FOR THE GRIEVING…

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow,

I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain,

I am the gentle autumn’s rain.

When you awaken in the morning’s hush,

I am the swift uplifting rush

of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,

I am not there, I did not die…

-Mary Frye

God natt lille jenta mi…